067.

Hello ;

Ahh~ aku tak suka tengok countdown dekat blog aku ni. Sebab makin lama, makin sikit hari nye. (=.=')

p/s : Ape dah jadi ngan layout blog aku ni pun aku tak tau.Haih~

066.

May I have your ATTENTION pleaseeeeeeeeeee?

ESOK BALIK ! yeay!

But its really no no no good fr me as SPM dekat around corner je. And of course, my, no, OUR problem is we are so not not not going to study at all. Am I rightttttttttt, kan kan kan :D Nothing much to say here, but, before that, I want to make a little promo here : PLEASE WATCH THIS MOVIE!! :-

tengok tau tau tau ? :)

p/s : TAK sedar diri lagi SPM dah dekat!

065.

For a moment there, I thought it's all settled
I could breathe, smile, laugh.
And then someone triggered my emotions,
and now I'm back to square one again.

What is wrong with me?

I'm not myself.
I only think of the negative side of life.
I've been breaking down for the last week? Almost.

What's gonna happen next?
Give me a hint, show me some mercy,
I've got this life to run and I have so little time.

Who is to blame?
Is it too late? Am I doing the right thing?
Ya Allah, give me strength :(

I'm losing the ones I love, one by one, piece by piece.
I can feel the cold air between each one.

What happened?

I asked myself a few days back, have I been doing anything wrong?
What have I done to deserve any of this?
And I got no answer in return.

If this is god's way of punishing me for anything wrong that I've dont in the past,
then I'm terribly sorry.
Life's too short, have fun, they say.
It's not exactly that easy, don't you think?

I apologize for such a weird and random post, I just feel like everything is falling apart.
What's my life about? Why am I living it this way?
If I were to have the ability to start over, I'd start over fresh.

I guess it's the SPM's blues.
Breathe.

p/s : I'm not going to update my blog for a certain period. Ciao.

064.

Kem Eksplorasi Sejarah SSP - MTD

8 Oktober 2009 - 9 Oktober 2009

Dewan Tun Templer, MTD

8 am - 2.30 pm

( Shaizuan, Faez, Fatin D, Durra, Amira, Syahirah, Nazri, Amiruddin )

Group 21 :)

Ahh~ baru lagi 2 bulan yang lepas Cikgu Mona suruh kitorang prepare for kem ni. Tapi semua mcm lepak gila and cakap " Lepak ah, dua bulan lagi :D " Tengoktengok dah tinggal lagi 2 hari baru semua orang tahap gelabah gila, tak prepare lah, tak habis baca lagi lah, tak siap modul lagi lah, tak FOTOSTAT lagi lah, etc etc. HAHA ! Aku pun macam korang jugak. Memang seronok on the way dalam bas masa first day tu, (tapi bukan pasal excited nak kem ngan korang, ye) tapi sebab gelakgelak dengan kawan pasal RMC. HAHA :) Aku tak nak story kat sini, nanti jadi benda lain pulak. All in all, aku bersyukur sebab dapat groupmates yang sporting dan friendly (kott..:p) . Ok, malas nak bebel banyak2. Sebab apa yang aku nak cakap, semua kawan aku dah cakap kat blog diorang. Hehs.

To Amira, Durra, Syahirah : sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang anda! <3

063.

You wanna know something?

I've been kissed at my cheek je lah by this boy when I was 6.

Zhariff, my ex-best friend :)

062.

I'm learning to deal.

I bet that my second trial results will be rather depressing.
Definitely not what I hoped for.
Perhaps what I deserved for not working hard though.
Sad.

Today, I learnt that each person is different.
Today, I learnt that you musn't ever underestimate a person's capability.
Today, I learnt that sometimes, life isn't fair, at all. Actually, I learnt that a long time ago. I just have yet to deal with it.
Today, I learnt that SPM is no joke. No, that too, I learnt long ago as well, I just don't take it seriously enough.

But most importantly, today, I learnt that
life ends and goes in the blink of an eye.
& the ones closest can go any time.

061.

I would like to make a lil' shoutout here :)

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, BRO :)

*ahh~ I miss home :(

060.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA :)

Maaf Zahir&Batin, for I would like to take back my wrongdoings this year. I know I've done a great deal of regretful things this year, some which are intentional and some which deceived to think it was something else. But whatever it is, it is past me, past us. Now is a month of celebrating and remembering good things, erasing the bad ones. Lets move on, shall we, everyone? :)

059.

Adik-adik saya ,

Kita makin tak bersama. So what? Heh.

058.

Hari ni sangat penuh dengan KONFLIK !
KONFLIK dengan kawan, cikgu, pembantu library && IT consultant.
Penat campur sedih campur kecewa campur frust campur tension !
Keyy campur Mitty campur Mieyzack je lah yang tahu. :( Boohoohoo.

Tapi tapi tapi ada benda baru yang buat badan ni happy sikit lah.
Tak boleh nak bagitahu sebab nanti ada pihak yang salah anggap campur marah campur tak paham campur bergaduh.
Tak nak jadi macam tu, tapi kalau dah jadi, lantak arh korang. Maleh nak layan, okayy ?

Sibuk dengan MSK lately ni, dah beli dress campur shawl je.
Tudung/skarf campur kasut campur aksesori lainlain campur inner tak beli lagi woo.
Entah bila nak beli pun tak tau.
Barangbarang raya ( cth : Tudung campur brooches campur kasut campur blingbling) pun tak beli lagi. Haih.

Dah la balik raya hari Khamis malam, hari Jumaat dah nak balik Perak. Mana la sempat. (=.=')
Lepas tu, abis cuti raya, terus TRIAL, tak ke pukimak ke namenye ?
Dah la trial sampai hari Jumaat, petang tu terus pergi Putrajaya untuk MSK !
Mampuih penat weyh ! Sumpah kepala serabut gila babs ni. :(

Dah la slide show baru siap 30 saat.
Padahal kena buat dalam 7 sampai 10 minit. Alamak aii~ masalah, masalah.

Hari ni dapat my first kad raya ! Haha! Sangat thrill gilagila, okayy.
Eventho' datangnye kad tu dari orang yang kite tak LOVE sangat, tapi tak kisah lah.
Thanks N ! :))

bai.

p/s : Buatbuat tak nampak lah perkataan yang 'senonoh' tu yea :D